Vyshnoo

Break Up

​It’s so difficult to breathe,
I can’t feel anything.
I was so numb and you got me into my senses.

I sat in my room at night, crying with pain.
Oh, what a sweet pain it is to cry for you. I cry even knowing you will never come back to my life.

You lied to get me into your life.

Before, I was begging for forgiveness, but now he told me your truth. I hate you because it’s all the lies that you put together to get me. It’s all the tears of someone else that you converted to happiness. You took away his happiness and gave him my broken dreams and memories.
You shattered my love. You devastated and ruined my idea about love. I can’t love anyone anymore. My ideas have changed.

I sat in the dark room, waiting for a miracle to happen. But my brain froze and I hyperventilated. My hands shivered and my hair messed up. Tears wrinkled my face and teeth cluttered to give me cuts on my tongue. I screamed for forgiveness of all the mistakes. I cried for you. I loved you and I was ready to do everything for you. But you hurt me. The pain is deteriorating my health. I’ll die soon but you’ll laugh in silence!